sigh. its not him anymore. i dontkno what it is now rly so please everyone dont ask me whatsup because im just rly frustrated with everything thats going on around me im so angry that the cliche give and take seems tough for everyone to do why cant you accept her a lil bit and why cant you change a lil for them too give and take give and take give and take CANT YOU GUYS JUST GIVE AND TAKE for goodness sake whats so nice about ignoring someone and expecting them to change when you dont even tell them why you'r so upset with that someone im not taking any sides im not supporting anyone i hate school now and even walking into our classroom every morning's a burden nowadays sometimes i rly just wanna be alone but at the same time i dont wanna be alone too where's all the people that said they'd be there for me i dont want those online im here's and other shyats where are they when i rly need someone to be with me we all know its rly not that possible aint it then why promise or tell me i'll be here (always) dawn, ily girl and yadda yadda yadda whatever alrights im so sick and tired of listening to people nowadays isnt anyone even noticing the disappearance of my smiles or laughter for a moment do shut up shut up shut up about your problems because i do have my own shit problems to think over too and losing that someone who could always listen to me didnt come by easy, who'd know how much time it was before i get over it only by a little. now i've lost that someone, im handling so much all of a sudden on my own. sigh fuck these all away im in no fucking mood to blog.

i didnt mean it when i said i was okay and that everything's alright.